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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2005|11:55 pm]
[Current Mood | breathless]
[Current Music |Dancing In The Moonlight]

how can someone say such things and it all be completely genuine?




wow
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(no subject) [Aug. 7th, 2005|11:46 am]
[Current Mood | bouncy]

Peak 3 was incredible!!! So much fun and the most awesome group of random people! I loved it! God showed me so much and brought some great new friends into my life and strengthened my relationship with many others...This senior year is gonna rock!!!!
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whats wrong with me [Jul. 28th, 2005|02:28 pm]
[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |Hazel Eyes - KClarkson]

Awesome night last night! but now I'm tired and missing certain people like crazy!...ugh mood swings are crazy harsh...
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(no subject) [Jul. 26th, 2005|06:28 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]

Good day......
Went to some consignment shop where I bought a gown that im not sure where im supposed to where it...but it was $8! hehe
Blake is coming home tomorrow! so glad to have my best friend back home....
Got to talk to alot of my friends from camp yesterday and that made me real happy...
Tonight i may hang out with an old friend which'll be fun...
N I also get to see another special person!!!
N i love my family and Sam is finally real happy at college which is so good to hear!
Ahhh I love good days!
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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2005|11:33 pm]
[Current Mood | jittery]
[Current Music |Music Of The Night - Phantom]

...A night I'll never forget...
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2005|11:17 pm]
[Current Mood | happy, tired...this is weird]
[Current Music |Finally Home - Natalie Grant]

Dropped my sister off at college for summer term and it's deffinately already weird...I've never not had her here...gosh I miss my twin!
I'm going to visit Blake soon! Wednesday!!!! That'll cheer me up.
I'm tired...I wanna sleep....
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Life is good! [Jun. 16th, 2005|03:31 pm]
[Current Mood | chipper]
[Current Music |Slow Down - Will]

I've finally caught up on sleep! Summer is goin really well. Things over-all are just happy! I miss Blake though...What an experience though, interning in New York! woo hoo! I'm comin to see ya soon...I've been blessed with some great people in my life. my sisters and mom are so great and so are my friends!...Sam's leaving soon and it's pretty upsetting...so weird...I dunno if anyone else has had a twin leave lol but I'm thinkin it's gonna be pretty hard...anyway hope everyone's summer is goin well!
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(no subject) [Apr. 27th, 2005|11:28 pm]
[Current Mood | happy but tired]
[Current Music |Kelly Clarkson]

Senior Skits are a pain....but this Jr/Sr is gonna Rock!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2005|12:25 am]
[Current Mood | tired]
[Current Music |"Because Of You" - Kelly Clarkson]

Im sick of this...
I have so much to be thankful for and I am but I constantly feel like Im not happy...not satisfied...not in materials but just with....*sigh..i dunno....goodnight Im tired....
Blake I miss you so much!!

(Spanish competition was so fun this weekend!! I love all of you that went you guys are awesome! Keep shinin for Him!)
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(no subject) [Apr. 14th, 2005|09:08 pm]
[Current Mood | content]
[Current Music |Stacie Orrico]

I feel like I'm missing something......

And I constantly hear a voice saying "Give it all to God. He's the only one who can handle this." Yet I am so stubborn and find it so hard to give it to Him. But I know if I don't submit disaster will find me. Please pray for me because I am at a weak time. And nothing will help me but the Lord and His strength. God bless you all! and stay strong in Him!...even in my times of weakness I find myself praising Him! He's so good
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(no subject) [Apr. 12th, 2005|09:44 pm]
[Current Mood | energetic]

I have my own car!!!
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Things are lookin up! [Apr. 5th, 2005|08:41 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |American Idol....]

I went out for a walk today and was listening to some worship music on an mp3 and it was so so awesome!...B/c it was just like seeing these songs unfold that are glorifying God and Im seeing His creation all around me and feeling like the songs are bein played out loud...I dunno how to explain it. But it was awesome!!
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(no subject) [Apr. 3rd, 2005|06:53 pm]
[Current Mood | distressed]
[Current Music |Poison Ivy - Matthew Theissen and the Earthquakes]

Ever just want out? You are so unsure about what will be okay and what won't be okay that you just want to step back and take some time to breath..or just be stuck in those awesome moments of goodness when everything seems to be right but you can't stay there forever and by the time reality sets back in and you're back from trying to rest something more has passed you by and its hard to catch up. You're just so overwhelmed by what is going on that you can't even comprehend it...I'm so tired...I need to breathe!

Sorry that this doesnt make sense.
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(no subject) [Mar. 13th, 2005|04:19 pm]
[Current Mood | tired]

So "State Fair" next year...I'm excited to see what God has in store and how I can be used.
I am so incredibly tired...going to nap....
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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2005|04:47 pm]
I'm so nervous lately...I have no idea why...Schools fine so it can't be that...Play is going well....so not that...anticipating next year? Deffinately! I can't even think what could happen...Student Director? :) (wishful thinking!!!) Deffinately praying a ton about it...but neway....what else? Missing Blake like crazy! B/c there are just times when all you want to do is just have your best girl friend there...as long as she's sitting there some reason you just feel better...we were so lucky to live down the street last year...Maybe Im just bein a brat...b/c I do have Davis here and he's bein by my side every second and just bein the best friend anyone could ask for....ahhh i just feel overwhelmed but not sure why....and this is a constant verse in my head every minute!...Thats when Im reminded God is here...and He is great!

"Do not worry about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, present your requests to God!" - Can't remember the Bible book or chapter its from
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(no subject) [Feb. 27th, 2005|10:09 pm]
Being sick is such a bummer...I was barely able to move today...and all I wanted to do was go outside and take a walk...but I suppose being sick is a way to tell me I need some rest right now...
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(no subject) [Jan. 29th, 2005|12:59 am]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |Obsession]

Wow!
Happier than I have been in a long time! and it's all completely genuine!
I just broke and completely gave it all to God, I feel great and I know He is the source of my strength..
God is good!
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(no subject) [Jan. 17th, 2005|12:51 pm]
[Current Mood | contemplative]

Why am I awake when I feel like im asleep?
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(no subject) [Jan. 4th, 2005|03:47 pm]
[Current Mood | happy]
[Current Music |"True" Ryan Cabrera]

Christmas was great,
New Years was awesome! (Had so much fun being incredibly hyper with u Blake)
And now it's back to school...
But exams are next week...
That 4-day weekend is already calling me name hah.

Really cool verse I found today!!
"What no one ever saw or heard, what no one ever thought could happen, is the very thing God prepared for those who love him. "
- 1 Corinthians 2:9
God Speaks Bible
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(no subject) [Dec. 24th, 2004|03:43 pm]
[Current Mood | pensive]
[Current Music |Baby It's Cold Outside]

Is it possible to be totally and completely happy and somewhat partially sad?
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