Jan's Life

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 03:57:08 GMT

how can someone say such things and it all be completely genuine?

wow

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 15:48:02 GMT

Peak 3 was incredible!!! So much fun and the most awesome group of random people! I loved it! God showed me so much and brought some great new friends into my life and strengthened my relationship with many others...This senior year is gonna rock!!!!

whats wrong with me

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 18:34:41 GMT

Awesome night last night! but now I'm tired and missing certain people like crazy!...ugh mood swings are crazy harsh...

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 22:32:27 GMT

Good day......
Went to some consignment shop where I bought a gown that im not sure where im supposed to where it...but it was $8! hehe
Blake is coming home tomorrow! so glad to have my best friend back home....
Got to talk to alot of my friends from camp yesterday and that made me real happy...
Tonight i may hang out with an old friend which'll be fun...
N I also get to see another special person!!!
N i love my family and Sam is finally real happy at college which is so good to hear!
Ahhh I love good days!

Wed, 29 Jun 2005 03:34:54 GMT

...A night I'll never forget...

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 03:20:10 GMT

Dropped my sister off at college for summer term and it's deffinately already weird...I've never not had her here...gosh I miss my twin!
I'm going to visit Blake soon! Wednesday!!!! That'll cheer me up.
I'm tired...I wanna sleep....

Life is good!

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 19:34:28 GMT

I've finally caught up on sleep! Summer is goin really well. Things over-all are just happy! I miss Blake though...What an experience though, interning in New York! woo hoo! I'm comin to see ya soon...I've been blessed with some great people in my life. my sisters and mom are so great and so are my friends!...Sam's leaving soon and it's pretty upsetting...so weird...I dunno if anyone else has had a twin leave lol but I'm thinkin it's gonna be pretty hard...anyway hope everyone's summer is goin well!

Thu, 28 Apr 2005 03:29:36 GMT

Senior Skits are a pain....but this Jr/Sr is gonna Rock!!!!!!

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 04:27:21 GMT

Im sick of this...
I have so much to be thankful for and I am but I constantly feel like Im not happy...not satisfied...not in materials but just with....*sigh..i dunno....goodnight Im tired....
Blake I miss you so much!!

(Spanish competition was so fun this weekend!! I love all of you that went you guys are awesome! Keep shinin for Him!)

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 01:08:40 GMT

I feel like I'm missing something......

And I constantly hear a voice saying "Give it all to God. He's the only one who can handle this." Yet I am so stubborn and find it so hard to give it to Him. But I know if I don't submit disaster will find me. Please pray for me because I am at a weak time. And nothing will help me but the Lord and His strength. God bless you all! and stay strong in Him!...even in my times of weakness I find myself praising Him! He's so good

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 01:44:37 GMT

I have my own car!!!

Things are lookin up!

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 00:44:55 GMT

I went out for a walk today and was listening to some worship music on an mp3 and it was so so awesome!...B/c it was just like seeing these songs unfold that are glorifying God and Im seeing His creation all around me and feeling like the songs are bein played out loud...I dunno how to explain it. But it was awesome!!

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 22:58:02 GMT

Ever just want out? You are so unsure about what will be okay and what won't be okay that you just want to step back and take some time to breath..or just be stuck in those awesome moments of goodness when everything seems to be right but you can't stay there forever and by the time reality sets back in and you're back from trying to rest something more has passed you by and its hard to catch up. You're just so overwhelmed by what is going on that you can't even comprehend it...I'm so tired...I need to breathe!

Sorry that this doesnt make sense.

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 21:20:54 GMT

So "State Fair" next year...I'm excited to see what God has in store and how I can be used.
I am so incredibly tired...going to nap....

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 21:55:35 GMT

I'm so nervous lately...I have no idea why...Schools fine so it can't be that...Play is going well....so not that...anticipating next year? Deffinately! I can't even think what could happen...Student Director? :) (wishful thinking!!!) Deffinately praying a ton about it...but neway....what else? Missing Blake like crazy! B/c there are just times when all you want to do is just have your best girl friend there...as long as she's sitting there some reason you just feel better...we were so lucky to live down the street last year...Maybe Im just bein a brat...b/c I do have Davis here and he's bein by my side every second and just bein the best friend anyone could ask for....ahhh i just feel overwhelmed but not sure why....and this is a constant verse in my head every minute!...Thats when Im reminded God is here...and He is great!

"Do not worry about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, present your requests to God!" - Can't remember the Bible book or chapter its from

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 03:11:49 GMT

Being sick is such a bummer...I was barely able to move today...and all I wanted to do was go outside and take a walk...but I suppose being sick is a way to tell me I need some rest right now...

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 06:02:16 GMT

Wow!
Happier than I have been in a long time! and it's all completely genuine!
I just broke and completely gave it all to God, I feel great and I know He is the source of my strength..
God is good!

Mon, 17 Jan 2005 17:53:11 GMT

Why am I awake when I feel like im asleep?

Tue, 04 Jan 2005 20:54:14 GMT

Christmas was great,
New Years was awesome! (Had so much fun being incredibly hyper with u Blake)
And now it's back to school...
But exams are next week...
That 4-day weekend is already calling me name hah.

Really cool verse I found today!!
"What no one ever saw or heard, what no one ever thought could happen, is the very thing God prepared for those who love him. "
- 1 Corinthians 2:9
God Speaks Bible

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 20:46:25 GMT

Is it possible to be totally and completely happy and somewhat partially sad?

...great song...

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 23:39:40 GMT

"Our Lives" - The Calling

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Of a better life
In this world
Divided by fear
We've gotta believe that
There's a reason we're here
Yeah, there's a reason we're here

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

See the truth all around
Our faith can be broken
And our hands can be bound
But open our hearts and fill up the emptiness
With nothing to stop us
Is it not worth the risk?
Yeah, is it not worth the risk?

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Cause these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

We can't go on
Thinking it's wrong
To speak our minds
I've gotta let out what's inside

Is it love tonight
When everyone's dreaming
Can we get it right?
Yeah, well can we get it right?

Cause these are the days worth living
These are the years we're given
And these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives
Even if hope was shattered
I know it wouldn't matter
Because these are the moments
These are the times
Let's make the best out of our lives

---------------------------------------------

These days are going great! and surely are goin the best for me!...Thank you Lord...things are finally looking up and in place!

...Rambling...

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 00:46:47 GMT

Thoughts...

Partially bad day...heard some news that wasn't too pleasant...feel bad...but I'm told not to....

Big Spanish 3 test tomorrow!!!

I can't let this stuff get to me. It's not worth it...I need to go pray...

My voice is tired because Chorus has had to perform since last monday!! N I'm trying to save it for Christmas chapel....But it'll all end after Tuesday night!...no wait....youth choir sings on wednesday...so i suppose then....guess im finding out how this whole singing career works??...Well ya know...I'm up for the challenge!!

Awesome weekend!! Spent with great people!! So fun!

Christmas is here because it's finally cold outside!!!! I took a nap outside on my hammock today and it was amazing!! 57 degrees right now!?!?!? I don't know what could make me happier at the moment....well actually.....hmmm...

P.S. The new Kelly Clarkson cd is amazing! I advise anyone who wants to hear something good to get it! I never thought that her voice could improve b/c it was already great but wow..this cd is beyond!

?

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 01:51:56 GMT

So today was good...we sold candy grams and not too many people bought them...but of course we got the usual "i'll get em later! promise!" ahhh w/e...its just for jr/sr...no big deal...j/k.....Anyways...I have my social issue play in drama tomorrow and I hope it'll be good...anyone free 6th period.....hmmmm what else?...Christmas is coming and I am still awaiting that cool Christmas breeze and smell...

HEHE! How cute is that little act with ADD up there?...I'm amused way too easily

Another Make-up entry.....

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 23:53:11 GMT

Big things that have happened recently.....
Blake suprised me by comin down for my birthday!
My friends and family suprised me with a party for my a birthday!
Jsa fall state went well
Thanksgiving was fun!
The house looks like Christmas!
and...Sam and I sang together in chapel!....
I miss the people who were down during Thanksgiving...just one week being here and the week after already feels like something is missing.....

...........

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 23:44:50 GMT


broadway plays are love
brought to you by the isLove Generator